speechless

sometimes there aren't enough words or any clever quotes to describe the hollowness you feel inside

for you i will

I'll waste my time with you

but time with you isn't wasted at all

Time spent laughing

Can't help but smile when I see you

Even if we have our differences

even when I mess up

You forgive me unconditionally

I'll swallow my pride for you

Fight for you

Cry for you

You bring light into my darkest dreams

a ray of sun shine

penetrating the dark clouds

 

tormenting me

"Hope

Dangles on a string

like slow spinning redemption"

I'm done with this despondent pursuit

for the one thing we all yearn for so desperately

it's not worth it anymore

 we only have one life to live

one heart to give

when does this agony end?

translucent

If I didn't look like the way I look

If I didn't speak the way I speak

Would we have ever met?

If I erased all those forced smiles and laughs

If I didn't hold back my tears

Would we still be friends? 

If I just went along with it all

and did what everyone else was doing

Would I still be me?

If I washed off all my make up

and didn't wear these nice clothes

Would you see me as the same person?

If I judge too quickly

and If I am too selfish

Would you hate me?

If I'm vulnerable and bare

Would you still love me?

forever & always

here's to everything

coming down to nothing

here's to silence that cuts me to the core

thought I knew you for minute but I don't anymore

I don't know what to do anymore; I don't know how to fix this.

How can we ever go back to how it used to be?

Did you forget everything?